thepolarbearyoulove asked: 15, 23. Also, you might want to edit the link, it still points to my blog :)
15: If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why?
Hm, well definitely not human.I guess, just an animal that looks awesome but is a real dick to everyone and is intelligent, not sure what.
23: How did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite?
A girl I knew was listening to “Save it for the bedroom” and I never really listened to music and was getting bored of mainstream stuff so they were kind of awesome even though I only understood a few words such as “whore” repeatedly. Haha. *You Me At Six.*
Thank you for asking.
Lol, I didn’t realise doesn’t matter that’s some promotion for you. ^^
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I guess this isn’t really a helpful tip as I’m not one getting good grades so probably isn’t reliable and may not be of use. But when outside the exam hall, I never look at my notes unless, its a glance at something, I don’t practice or anything. I prefer to stay on my own and put on music as loud as I possibly can because people enjoy revising out loud and getting all hyper active and saying they’re going to fail etc. Once the exam is over I get the fuck out of there whilst everyone huddles into groups discussing their answers. What good is that going to do, it’s probably just going to upset you. Hence why I don’t go on the student room or anything like that because there are many pretentious bitches on there.
Waterstones have hooked up with Amazon to sell their Kindles.
I think, books, as in those printed on paper will stop being published soon and then we’ll have to use stupid digital gadgets to read. They take the fun out of reading. Why must everything be digital? And Waterstones will become as or more expensive than Barnes and Nobles and Blackwells.
I haven’t really been, actively planning my suicide. Lol, sounds like a mission, but since the beginning of the year whenever I’ve felt like killing myself, I said “wait till after A2 prep, so you’ll have some As grades and not too behind on A2.” I care too much.
That’s in a month, but I know, even in a month’s time I won’t do it, I’m too much of a pansy really and don’t care enough to do it. I often look up methods but they don’t seem exciting, which is a stupid reason for postponing but I like to do fun stuffs. And slitting the wrists is a pathetic way of doing it. Maybe, I’ll try that euthanasia coaster ( if it were real.): Its just an exhibition piece apparently?)
For many people, they assume finding a partner will make things better. How do they get to this conclusion? For instance, 13 year olds or so are using the depression and self harm tags ( on Tumblr) to find someone of the gender they are attracted to, so they can find someone they can “love” whilst both “depressed” and so cure each other and live happily ever after. I guess being with someone may provide comfort, security and some alleviation, though that’s only sometimes and just treat the “symptoms” of a person’s problems, not always the cause. Plus, you also have the responsibility of taking care of someone, so why get with someone when you feel as if you can’t help yourself? And there are stupid people who use Romeo and Juliet’s “tragic” suicide as a guideline to life or reason for killing themselves. I’m content that I have at least 1 person who bothers with me, whoever they are but it is up to the person themselves. Haha, gone off topic.
I’m guessing I’m supposed to write something meaningful related to this topic because it’s serious *serious face* but I just giggle because I don’t take myself seriously. I personally don’t find it scary or anything, to say ” I want to kill myself” though that’s kind of an exaggeration and shouldn’t be taken literally so often it is ” I’m suicidal” however, it seems like a taboo cos’ everyone goes quiet. That should be my party trick.
If I was born about 100 years ago or something I would’ve been a circus attraction and make loads of money from people laughing at me.
Haha, fuck A levels.
Anonymous asked: Pride and envy
Pride: 5 things I am most proud of within myself.
I’ve been working on this since I woke up today and can’t think of anything, anything that I believe.
Envy: 5 things I wish I had/was better at
- Better social skills.
- The ability to pick up things quicker.
- An imagination / be creative.
- Better with my academics
- To be selfish every once in a while and not feel anxious or guilty over everything.
Anonymous asked: Hey, I saw your post on the hirsutism tag and all I can say is; I can relate. The random bouts of depression are awful, and dealing with doctors is even worse. The first doctor I saw gave me a blood test and then that was it. She never looked into the problem. I finally sought help on my own years later and I found so much comfort in knowing I wasn't alone. I'm still seeing doctors and my condition hasn't improved yet, but I know there are people my age who are also fighting this. Hang in there.
This is really comforting in a way and I do appreciate hearing your story and also support. It sucks that those that are supposed to help don’t really put much effort. I understand that there are other, severe illnesses they have to deal with which may require more time, but I dont think that because its not life threatning, that symptom specifically that it shouldn’t be taken seriously. I guess mainly because it does have psychological implications, the problem still isn’t considered.
People just assume ‘hey just take it off, we all do’. That really pisses me off, its the same as telling someone thats depressed that theyre being childish and should just smile and be greatful. Everyone’s situation is different and considering its not just a small patch of hair like normal girls makes it not as easy to deal with. I think the worse Ive heard is ‘its just hair.’ To an extent I agree, but its stupid when it comes from someone who hasn’t experienced the same thing and ontop to live in a society where its deemed abnormal if a grown woman is not completely hairless like a 5 year old or something. I think, people dont see the causes of the condition and that the Hirsutism is just a small part of it, something more sinister could be going on. Despite that I feel like a whiner but blargh.
Thank you for messaging me and I wouldn’t mind speaking to you off of anon, nor would I be offended if you chose to remain anonymous.
